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Micro-Machines
I haven't really updated in awhile. Not much to really say. I went to So. Cal. and went to Magic Mountain. My bike got stolen and I got a new one. My birthday is next week and I'll be 21...my grandma is coming up and so is my little brother, it will be nice to see there faces. I really miss my grandma. I hate my job and have been looking for a different one. I don't think I like the whole salon scene after all...too much going on. I'm getting to the point in my life where you look back and see life is really beautiful and really ugly at the same time. I don't think I'v done as much as could have in the past, I have NOT accomplished much and I'm getting older and think it's time to DO something with my life. I also want to help out my grandma, and to do that I need to do better with myself. I really want to help her out, and one way I can is to do something with my life, be something...if I do that I can help in more ways. I have spent half the day looking for a job and and the other half thinking...thinking about what I really want to do. I'v come to terms that I have NOT done much with my life, I need to focus on my goal now and that is going to take some work, and I'm up to it. By next year (2005) I will NOT be in San Jose (hopefully sooner)...I'd like to be in San Diego but...who knows. I'm changing in more ways then one, more that gaining a year, more then I ever thought I could and I'm doing something I'v always wanted to do...
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